I Can't Be The Only One

   I know I can't be the only one to be so.. awkward. You know what? Awkward's not the word. Awkward has been turned into a cute thing now. And what I am is definitely not that. It's not that I'm shy or anything. Or clumsy, goofy, and still somehow charming. No. I'm not the lead in a teen movie.

   Take this picture for example. Some say it's an exaggeration. But for me, it's not much of one.

No matter what I've ever done, I've been sufficiently weird about it. No matter how simple the task. Like talking to a person. Or asking for a piece of gum.

   I'm telling you it doesn't matter what I'm doing, when I do it I get this look like.. o.O

   I'm not weird in a cute way, I'm weird in a way that will make you scoot away if I was to sit next to you. (Which has happened.)

   A lot of people don't like me.

   Some people do.. the say I'm not freaky weird, I'm funny weird.

   Which is better than just creepy weird... which I can be.

   I wish I had some sort of filter every other teenager seems to have. Like what not to do. When not to twitch your eye. I don't know.. I feel like a lost cause.

                             I can't be the only one... *sighs* but maybe I am.

                                          I guess that's okay though.

Having Fun

This is me and my friends at the end of the funnest day of sophomore year. I'm the one with both her hands on her hips. Lol.

Yes, we went mudding.

But that wasn't even the half of it.

The whole day was great.

I was in a good mood all day, I was reunited with an old friend. I got to talk to a sweet guy (after talking to a jerk for a week) and I had a lot of fun.

It was nice not to worry.

To have fun, and still smile about it later when you see the pics on facebook.

To have no regrets, even after getting in a bit of trouble.

Right after school, we went a swang on the playground.

It was fun, and we looked crazy.

Then we went and ate at our favorite restaurant in town.

And fought over the chocolate brownie desert.

Then we went mudding.

It was a blast.

We all go a little crazy sometimes.

We all need to.