I know I can't be the only one to be so.. awkward. You know what? Awkward's not the word. Awkward has been turned into a cute thing now. And what I am is definitely not that. It's not that I'm shy or anything. Or clumsy, goofy, and still somehow charming. No. I'm not the lead in a teen movie.
Take this picture for example. Some say it's an exaggeration. But for me, it's not much of one.
No matter what I've ever done, I've been sufficiently weird about it. No matter how simple the task. Like talking to a person. Or asking for a piece of gum.
I'm telling you it doesn't matter what I'm doing, when I do it I get this look like.. o.O
I'm not weird in a cute way, I'm weird in a way that will make you scoot away if I was to sit next to you. (Which has happened.)
A lot of people don't like me.
Some people do.. the say I'm not freaky weird, I'm funny weird.
Which is better than just creepy weird... which I can be.
I wish I had some sort of filter every other teenager seems to have. Like what not to do. When not to twitch your eye. I don't know.. I feel like a lost cause.
I can't be the only one... *sighs* but maybe I am.
I guess that's okay though.
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